aw thanks, though i'm not totally sure about being a good person- sometimes i want to kill people ;) (targ's nickname for me on hols was SKJen - Surprise Killer jen- i might have shown my violent side although i don't think being pinned down by kieren has helped my broken chest situation :)
you are right of course, and i can be relaxed around people, just not on the first couple of sittings and definitely not on a sunday. i've proved this by having many pals at work (i mean, yesterday one of them drove halfway round the county to fetch a tv for me) but it is only because i've known them a while. they will always be work colleagues though with all the associated politics that brings and it is tricky meeting people outside of work. it is just a shame that the only time i see my pals in london seems to be when trashed. it is my own doing for choosing to live miles away but there is nothing really stopping me from seeing people outside of a clubbing environment if i put effort into reminding people that i am perfectly capable of getting on a train at no notice whatsoever. it is, after all, one of the reasons (apart from cheap houses) i live in doncaster as opposed to anywhere else. all i want is a weekend of just hanging out with a few mates.
i will shut up and stop moaning now and go and eat some biscuits :)
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Date: 2008-01-06 01:35 pm (UTC)you are right of course, and i can be relaxed around people, just not on the first couple of sittings and definitely not on a sunday. i've proved this by having many pals at work (i mean, yesterday one of them drove halfway round the county to fetch a tv for me) but it is only because i've known them a while. they will always be work colleagues though with all the associated politics that brings and it is tricky meeting people outside of work. it is just a shame that the only time i see my pals in london seems to be when trashed. it is my own doing for choosing to live miles away but there is nothing really stopping me from seeing people outside of a clubbing environment if i put effort into reminding people that i am perfectly capable of getting on a train at no notice whatsoever. it is, after all, one of the reasons (apart from cheap houses) i live in doncaster as opposed to anywhere else. all i want is a weekend of just hanging out with a few mates.
i will shut up and stop moaning now and go and eat some biscuits :)