more moaning

[daf]

today i feel like yesterdays news... the cloud of bleak i've been attempting to avoid descended upon me despite my precautions [eating pizza yesterday and not sleeping at home]

currently in uni trying to rectify the mess that is my third year... relying upon the kindness of strangers in a bureaucratic institution is not something that fills me with confidence.

i really need a change of direction socially... the isolation that is my studio's probably not helping either.

i don't make new years resolutions (i resolved this on new years eve back in 2002) but if i did, more exercise and alcohol or other intoxicant induced interaction with strangers would be mine for this year.

i can't stand having a negative frame of mind, but seeing the positive side of things right now is proving most taxing

Comments

[brokenbeany.livejournal.com]

Getting engaged in real life events as opposed to ones that revolve around the old way of life and the stuff constantly dabbled in really has helped me a lot. It has also helped me recognise the people who really do care about me, and are more than just narcotic induced association which seem, a lot of the time to be based on some sort of London popularity contest. Life outside all of this has a lot more to offer.
Hope you can sort out your uni stuffs.
Re-locating seems like a good move if you can.